Were there any interpretations of SAVIOR that surprised you? Was there anything unexpected in the way this play was received?
I remember when I was first writing this, I was talking to my dramaturg Declan Greene (who's also the artistic director of Griffin Theatre), and I said, “in my head, the biggest struggle is I have two versions of this: one script that is for the Filipino audience, and one script that is for an Australian audience.” It’s so hard to know the base knowledge if you're writing a satire. I didn't want to have to over-explain all these corruption scandals and schemes. That will hit harder. If you say, “flood control,” we know exactly what you mean. But to someone who's not aware of how corruption happens in the Philippines, you'll have to overexplain. Then it becomes expositional. [Declan] actually advised, “don't have those two versions in your head. Just blend it.”
So I just said, “okay, you know what? I'm gonna trust my audience and I'm gonna write this in such a way where I will not water down any Filipino jokes. I will be very unapologetic about it.” There's something for everyone, even in the type of humour. There are corporate jokes. There are Filipino jokes. There is Catholic imagery. And the story is easy enough to follow, whether or not you understand the jokes.
It's a testament to the actors’ delivery as well. Even if you don't understand the language, the emotional candour is legible and resonant.
It’s funny. I was very scared, honestly, and thought “this can go either way.” My fellow Filipinos watching it could be like, “that was shit.” And like, “you're so disrespectful. Why did you do that to Jesus? You're a bad guy.” I was scared personally of the aunties being like, “why did you do that?” So I had all these mini meltdowns with Kenneth. I'm like, “should I take off the Jesus things? The titas might come after me!" But he was like, “it's fine. You're only alluding to the imagery, but you're not disrespecting it.” And I have like this cheat sheet of answers of what I'll say if a tita comes at me.
Secondly, I think just because of current events in Australia —all the heightening of racist narratives and anti-immigrant narratives—I was very scared. I am Michelle in that way. I catastrophize very easily. I was like, “oh my God, what if they come at me and be like, ‘why are we spending taxpayer money on this stupid play?’” I went straight to the worst-case scenario. So there was fear initially, but every time I would watch it in rehearsals, I just felt so validated and reassured. It was Filipino led and many of us were Filipinos, but there were also non-Filipinos who were there. White, middle-aged men with so much money, came to me and were like, “that’s the best thing I’ve seen in a really long time. You made us laugh, but it had a very strong message.”
Filipinos will react differently also. I think I appreciated how layered it was and depending on how much you know and how much connection you have to the Philippines, it can hit you very hard and very deeply. I watched people walking out and they're like, red, crying and they're like, “I don't know what I'm feeling anymore. I'm completely wrecked.” SAVIOR is based on Typhoon Yolanda, but people were coming from other parts of the Philippines and were like, “that's exactly what we went through with Typhoon Sendong or Typhoon Ulysses or Typhoon Ondoy.” I think it's very painful on that level because it's the same thing that we're going through all the time.
I do appreciate, without revealing too much of the ending, how the play plants the seeds to a more reparative path forward. What does decolonizing aid look like to you?
It’s interesting to hear you articulate the reparative nature of that closing scene, because I wanted it to end with a sense of redemption, no matter how small, and relief, because again we’re tired of being resilient. I'm tired of crying and feeling grief about this. The laughter all throughout is really designed for us to release that grief and frustration and anger.
When I started my own NGO, I had these conversations with myself like, “isn't the point of an NGO to not exist anymore?” When you don't exist, that means the problem has been solved. I was also revisiting and processing a lot of the naive things that I did as someone working in anti-corruption.
Joe: Right now, you have a real chance of making a difference here and now. Don’t throw it all away…you’ll face the same challenge of trying to secure funding. Nothing moves without it.
Michelle: Things move without us.
That’s why I always cry at Jobert’s monologue, no matter how many times I've seen it. It’s this whole reckoning, even with myself and with the privilege that I have. Growing up in a Catholic, private school in Manila, we are so detached from actual reality and throughout our whole lives, we are told that yes, we are the most educated. That we are the ones who are in the best position to affect change by centering ourselves thinking that they are just, again, passive, resilient people who should just follow our suggestions because we are the educated ones. It sounds very simple, but I think it’s about admitting to yourself, or at least to institutions and the elite, that you don't know better.
Joe: We’re here to help. Just doing my part buddy!
Jobert: You who have never stepped foot in our land until now, when there are cameras …We survived the storm, not you. We help each other get through. We will rebuild, with or without you. We are not dead but you move us around like we are nothing.
[People in the Philippines] know how to get themselves out of poverty. They are just so pushed by oppressive systems that they can't catch a breath. They rebuild and then people destroy what they built and relocate them regardless. And so I think it's really recognising, not in a tokenistic or superficial way, but really recognising the strength of the community and the intelligence and expertise that locals do have. Maybe it sounds very simplistic, but I think it's a hard thing for many people in aid to believe that they are not experts.
I’m hesitant to say it because it's in the script, but it’s when [Michelle] says “local first.” It’s become such a buzzword that you hear it here in Australia: “First Nations first.” But how about you follow that? The solutions to those problems that people in the Philippines are going through exist. They're already happening. People will repair and rebuild with or without us intellectualising.
I see the aid workers’ solipsism materialise in the prop of the canned fish, which was extended to the audience. What compelled you to unearth the irony of distributing canned fish in a fishing village?
I was reading interviews of survivors when I was researching for this play. One of the articles that I read was about a survivor who was saying, “we need help because our whole village was destroyed, but do you know how humiliating that is for me as a fisherman? Canned fish as goods, really? I can fish this.”