It was as if I had finally found my book companion, the one who liked to sing out and talk about stories. I can picture and daydream with her lyrics all day long. After Fearless, I turned to YouTube and found out that her most-streamed and first pop album was “1989”. It's called 1989 because that's her birth year, and since it marked her transition from country to pop culture, she found it fitting to be called 1989. “Blank Space”, “Shake It Off”, and “Are We Out of the Woods” all became my go-to numbers to play during workouts or whenever I needed an adrenaline rush.
As I was still a baby Taylor Swift fan wrapping my mind around all this newfound lyrical genius, I heard her latest album, “The Tortured Poets Department (TTPD)”, was dropping. My entire Instagram feed became filled with Swifties. They were all discussing and analysing her clothes and the current fashion she exhibited during her ongoing Eras Tour. That's when I realised this woman was a mastermind at mapping out Easter eggs. And her mega fans, the Swifties, were crazy enough to decipher her clues and find out what she is hinting at. I found this treasure hunt thing totally exciting. Being a great mystery lover, I was on top of every theory and thread.
When TTPD was finally released, I was confused.
It was so sad. Why is this woman sad? It felt as if I had missed a few integral chapters of my bestie's life, and she went through not one but heartbreaks during her tour. Listening to the entire TTPD discography (31 songs), I found out how pain can be used to build something beautiful. When I heard the song “Peter” I was so moved by how she expressed the nature of Peter Pan never growing up. I admired Peter Pan’s childish and boyish charm, but this song helped me realise the pain and anguish of Wendy who wanted him to grow up to be with her in the real world.
I use TTPD whenever I am studying and feel alone. Yes, her lyrics help me relate to my relationship with my studies. But even TTPD has the song “So High School”, which Taylor used to hard-launch her relationship to Travis Kelce. It made me really happy to find that the person who made me believe in fairytales got her fairytale moment.
During this time, I also realised that Taylor Swift had other things that I find similar. She is the oldest sibling, has a younger brother, and is close to her mom and dad. Her mom is practically her bestie, and she is obsessed with cats like me. Her youngest cat, Benjamin Button, was adopted by her on the set of her music video for the song “Me”.
After watching this song, I started grooving to her Lover album. It was a drastic change from TTPD's macabre aesthetic of black and white to Lover's bright pink one, but my summer vacation had started, and I was just in the mood for flowers and sunshine and making paper rings.
Lover made me realise how she ingeniously linked “London Boy”, a full-on love song, to “So Long, London” later in TTPD. Clearly, Taylor Swift remembers it all too well.
Continuing my happy streak, I switched to her debut album, Taylor Swift. Listening to her voice as a teenager was funny at first. But then I was vibing to her teenage shenanigans and sort of vibing with my new bangs, which may have been influenced by her, in a way.
After her Eras Tour ended in December of 2024, I realised that we even had our birthdays so close together, 11th and 13th December. I declared her my long-distance bestie now.
Watching the Eras Tour was so fun for me. I didn't feel bad about not getting tickets for the show. Being more of an introvert, I aimed to watch it from the comfort of my home, clutching my pillow and giggling as I saw all the eras unfold.
The Eras Tour helped me find the 10-minute version of “All Too Well.” The amount of time I invested in that song, for 10 minutes a day, was huge. Sometimes I used this song to manage my time and complete tasks using an allocated counter. All Too Well obviously made me obsessed with the entire “Red” album. Red was the album that represented change and growing up, which resonated a lot with my university life.
Finally, when it was time for me to move to Australia, I listened to “You’re on Your Own, Kid” and became a “Midnights” fan. Taylor’s album Midnights was about fears and uncertainties that one faces in life.